Is "looking for the answer" the same as questioning?

Is "looking for the answer" the same as questioning?

šŸ‰: I can see in your notes that you're "looking for the answer," but what is the question, exactly?
šŸ¦„: "Why?"
šŸ‰: Why what?
šŸ¦„: Why everything.
šŸ‰: I think you know that "why," or more precisely "why everything" are not questions that have an answer.
šŸ¦„: The question is the answer I'm looking for.
šŸ‰: You're looking for the answer, and the answer is a question, so what will happen when you find what you're looking for?
šŸ¦„: Nothing.
šŸ‰: Why?
šŸ¦„: I thought "why" was a question that doesn't have an answer.
šŸ‰: Don't be pedantic.
šŸ¦„: If I find what I'm looking for, then all the fun will have stopped. The story ends, everything is in order, and there is no more movement.
šŸ‰: And this is "nothing" to you?
šŸ¦„: Well, it all seems rather obvious and pointless to me. It's not what I desire. So, if I find what I'm looking for, I must be mistaken, and I must continue to look.
šŸ‰: Are you actually looking for something?
šŸ¦„: If I were blind, I would still be questing. I believe that I'm lacking something, but this lack is irresolvable. To be me, I cannot be complete.
šŸ‰: Don't you want to be happy?
šŸ¦„: Can I not be incomplete and happy?
šŸ‰: Well, are you really happy if you're lacking something? If you're hungry, tired, or whatever, this lack is which defines you?
šŸ¦„: Desire is an illusion. I've been very happy and hungry, very happy and tired, very happy and me. Existence is more complex than a mathematical sum of feelings.
šŸ‰: If desire is an illusion, why do you look for what you're looking for?
šŸ¦„: Out of habit.